ssshh.. i'm androgynous.

ssshh.. i'm androgynous. http://noisybrat.multiply.com/ Hello!  Welcome to My Profile  Complete with my rants and raves! This is where i'm keeping some of the random snaps of my life. most of them are taken during parties, events or photoshoots. a part of me i'm sharing to everyone who knows how to use a computer. Pardon if some are outdated, i do admit to being lazy when it comes to uploading pictures. I love meeting different kinds of people, and learning from them. I appreciate the beauty of art. those spoken though words and seen by the eyes. I like looking at pictures especially those that can be felt as though it is more real than seeing it yourself. About the site owner: I am sometimes cynical, ironic and very fluent in sarcasm. But can be nice, if needed. sometimes funny if we both share a weird sense of humor. Shy, and sensitive. (heck who am i kidding) i know i'm young but i make sure my youth will not be wasted. i love to try new things and achieving that high of doing something out of the typical. Simple really..... im a dang diggly do gooder!! Feel free to browse my not-as-updated-as-it-should be site. everyone is welcome! photographers,models,thespians,artists,mediamen,casters,agents,unique stuff sellers,insomiacs,people with funny blogs,those fluent in sarcasm(like me), estranged exes,lesbians,drag queens,party people,hot nerds,sexy geeks,long lost twins and angsty 16 year old girls. Though some items are for contacts only. Thank you for visiting. emo mode. <embed allowscriptaccess='never' src='http://media.imeem.com/m/0vMwk8JEtu/aus=false/' width='300' height='110' type='application/x-shockwave-flash' wmode='transparent'></EMBED> Sun, 6 Jul 2008 15:48:34 -0000 Thu, 19 Jun 2008 09:02:38 -0000 ssshh.. i'm androgynous. http://images.noisybrat.multiply.com/logo http://noisybrat.multiply.com 100 100 pathetic What makes you worth it? that startled me. because honestly, i don't know why. me. utterly ordinary. plain and uninteresting. don't even get me started about my obvious shortcomings. but here's my mental breakdown on the usual things expected that an average teenager shoud be proud of . or at least possess. sports. any kind of sport. i suck at it. my hand eye body  coordination is so awful i trip on my own feet. my obvious lack of dexterity means i cant dance. at all. so i guess it's a good thing i missed the prom. another thing i can't do? be musical. i can't sing or even figure out how to play a single damned instrument. i tried to play guitar but the guitar broke by itself. this is pathetic. even games hate me, computer games. or anything like that. i'm unbelievably pathetic. i guess it proves how sloooow my reflexes are. and i can't be a nerd because i get low grades. okay average-ey. and math hates me. but it's okay since i hate math too. i don't remember stuff very well. or so... http://noisybrat.multiply.com/journal/item/31/pathetic Thu, 19 Jun 2008 09:02:38 -0000 anchor i feel like doing what i always do. yep. absolutely nothing. or maybe coupled with a bit of daydreaming i suppose. just me sitting, trying to smoke a few cigs while im at it. but its kinda hard to do when it's unbearably hot. i'm on the verge of being manic-deppressive actually. but i dont think it'll surprise anyone, since i've been more or else a walking zombie around here, which saddens me. Was i really this way or what did happen that i became.. nearly a stone. but when i look back, i never was in tune with the people around me. when i am happy i become obsessed with trying to stay that way that i completely forgot the essence of it. i guess its hard being with me. i don't want to drag them down now. so i'll just be hibernating for now. being lonely is always better that cheering up on the outside. http://noisybrat.multiply.com/journal/item/30/anchor Thu, 19 Jun 2008 08:49:35 -0000 argh waiting for this new book. breaking dawn......... i knew i hate undone trilogy- quadlogy what ever. awwww. and if its going  to be released on august ba for sure its going to be in hardbound- which means its gonna be expensive-er. awwwww....... http://noisybrat.multiply.com/journal/item/29/argh Sun, 1 Jun 2008 10:13:18 -0000 Uswag Ilo-ilo! DO NOT COMMENT YET! i got over 200 pics and i'm not afraid to share it! hehehehe certain pics from Ilo-ilo. visit the city if you http://noisybrat.multiply.com/photos/album/84/Uswag_Ilo-ilo_DO_NOT_COMMENT_YET Thu, 8 May 2008 07:52:40 -0000 is @ the durrty down south hehehe. am rocking socks off in ilo-ilo. well not really. it's very peaceful and quiet here. (i dont know if that's for me)\ but the food is superb. had a taste of the native chicken egg, and i love it.:p i wouldn't eat anything else cause i hate vegetables. so my lola is annoyed saying it's fresh and yummy blah blah blah. but i dont know. i never ate veggies when i was a kid and i wont now. :p right now i'm at sm ilo-ilo, netopia. so bored. it's like all the other sm's. hmmmm. at least i know now where to get my ticket for cebu. oooh and this place is three hours to kalibo, aklan. so i might hit boracay soon too.:) pardon because i haven't uploaded the pics yet. i don't have my usb with me. but i did shoot the plains, the planes, and well. everything green. shit everywhere there's fields. which is good. lots of food here. well meat and fish isn't that cheap here. almost the same price as manila only a wee bit lower. people here sleep early so i am really bored at night. if you recieve... http://noisybrat.multiply.com/journal/item/28/is_the_durrty_down_south Mon, 28 Apr 2008 03:34:36 -0000 Kurt Cobain todayi remembered him, listened to his songs. then i saw on youtube.   today is his death anniversary. really weird. it was like. mmmm. good times. Kurt Cobain. i worship his talent. http://noisybrat.multiply.com/journal/item/26/Kurt_Cobain Sun, 6 Apr 2008 07:18:28 -0000 my personality disorder Disorder Rating <A href="http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/paranoid.html">Paranoid Disorder</A>: Low <A href="http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/schizoid.html">Schizoid Disorder</A>: Low <A href="http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/schizotypal.html">Schizotypal Disorder</A>: Moderate <A href="http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/antisocial.html">Antisocial Disorder</A>: Low <A href="http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/borderline.html">Borderline Disorder</A>: Low <A href="http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/histrionic.html">Histrionic Disorder</A>: High <A href="http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/narcissistic.html">Narcissistic Disorder</A>: Moderate <A href="http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/avoidant.html">Avoidant Disorder</A>: Low <A href="http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/dependent.html">Dependent Disorder</A>: Moderate <A href="http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/ocd.html">Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder</A>: High -- <A href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv">Personality Disorder Test - Take It!</A> -- -- <A href="http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html">Personality Disorders</A> -- http://noisybrat.multiply.com/journal/item/23/my_personality_disorder Mon, 24 Mar 2008 09:54:01 -0000 Love Me I'm Barbie I HATE BARBIE!!!!!! when i was a kid i hate hate hate hate hate that Bitchy Doll Barbie. (but i didn't know she was a bitch then) all i know is i hate her for making all this pretty standards. how girls should be skinny. long haired. always in pink dresses, endlessly brushing their hair and putting on those fake watercolor makeup that is so itchy. and the fact that her feet looks so weird. I HATE BARBIE i always behead her. pull out her arms and legs. and pentel pen her face. (yes that's true.) I HATE BARBIE!!!! Barbie--- we should blame her because all the girls want to be blond ditzes who does nothing but diet and romp Ken. Ever saw a lawyer Barbie? how about a doctor Barbie? How about Barbie the peace corps???? Barbie does nothing but brainwash little kids that being beautiful is synonymous with being vain and useless!!!!! lego and air guns ROCK!!!!!! this rant was once heard by my then boyfriend which forced him to ask. "siguro panget ka nung bata no?" haha... http://noisybrat.multiply.com/photos/album/79/Love_Me_Im_Barbie Sat, 15 Mar 2008 10:52:38 -0000 Owangee Set! i love Orange! :) girl photographers Rock! :) thanks thanks thanks to her for these pics! :) and to see the man behind the shoot.:0 Stanley! http://noisybrat.multiply.com/photos/album/77/Owangee_Set Wed, 12 Mar 2008 17:56:32 -0000 All in a Day's Work Fort-Greenbelt-Cable Car i love these guys. the people i treasure so much. (naks!) we've all been friends for a looong time.:) you rock, dont change, take care always (hahaha yearbook essentials) awww guys.:) really awesome seeing all of you again.:) love you bitches! :) *i'd love to upload more pics, but for the sake of keeping my dignity and to still be able to get photoshoots and keep the illusion that i look okay and not hideously fugly, i'll have to not show the other pics.:) needless to say, we all had a great http://noisybrat.multiply.com/photos/album/76/All_in_a_Days_Work Wed, 12 Mar 2008 14:29:27 -0000 Love Handles Photographed by: Raymond Latinio Make up by: Pia Reyes (she's really nice, and i love the look she created) Shot at: DPI Astoria in the company of other models and photographers. Charisma Comia and Dong Dilag thanks you guys had a really great time! http://noisybrat.multiply.com/photos/album/75/Love_Handles Wed, 12 Mar 2008 05:41:09 -0000 inspired. im gonna get a.   dream vacation.   and a new guitar!! :)) http://noisybrat.multiply.com/journal/item/21/inspired. Fri, 7 Mar 2008 07:48:18 -0000 Gotta Get the Health Kick (my convo with charlie boy) my friend. gots to be my inspiration to lose weight. (aside from nicole richie) :) charles reyes: i iwsh i was the person today.. laurengaileiscute: oh man. laurengaileiscute: i hope i can charles reyes: wushu charles reyes: bola laurengaileiscute: di ah laurengaileiscute: my dirty mouth makes it hard to believe im a nice person charles reyes: hmmm charles reyes: dirrty mouth laurengaileiscute: man i wanna be tall charles reyes: hmm laurengaileiscute: can you help me? laurengaileiscute: what should i fuckin do? charles reyes: how? charles reyes: yoga charles reyes: lots of it laurengaileiscute: yoga??! charles reyes: yeah charles reyes: it'll streach you alot... charles reyes: and its gonna keep you fit laurengaileiscute: hmmmmmm laurengaileiscute: sounds good laurengaileiscute: i think pilates. laurengaileiscute: iuno are they the same? charles reyes: they aint charles reyes: mag yoga ka charles reyes: or asking me for advice would make no sense laurengaileiscute: okay! laurengaileiscute: hmmmm yoga isn't that ... http://noisybrat.multiply.com/journal/item/20/Gotta_Get_the_Health_Kick_my_convo_with_charlie_boy Sun, 2 Mar 2008 20:59:58 -0000 MOGWAI PEEPZ! @ mogwai, then to meashop, i didnt want to talk to tina cause i was afraid i cant say no. :)) met lots of nice people. http://noisybrat.multiply.com/photos/album/73/MOGWAI_PEEPZ Sun, 2 Mar 2008 16:13:04 -0000 Blue Satin Sheet this was great. fuuuun!!!!!! :)) but that damned clip ruined my hair :) (get my point?) Photographed by: Stanley Ong his multiply: <a href="http://stanongphotography.multiply.com">http://stanongphotography.multiply.com</a> catch more of him on flickr! <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/stanong/">http://www.flickr.com/photos/stanong/</a> Make up by: Diana Kwong view her profile at. <a href="http://dianakwong.multiply.com">http://dianakwong.multiply.com</a> Location: gray area studios makati.:) http://noisybrat.multiply.com/photos/album/71/Blue_Satin_Sheet Sun, 2 Mar 2008 14:25:29 -0000 Too Evil for Heaven i like this set... gonna get more pics soon from my email! :) for me this is a totally new look that i haven't ventured in.:) thatks to the creative streak of the make up artist for creating the look and the photographer's artistic eye. Photographed by: Stanley Ong his multiply: <a href="http://stanongphotography.multiply.com">http://stanongphotography.multiply.com</a> catch more of him on flickr! <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/stanong/">http://www.flickr.com/photos/stanong/</a> Make up by: Diana Kwong view her profile at. <a href="http://dianakwong.multiply.com">http://dianakwong.multiply.com</a> Location: gray area studios makati.:) http://noisybrat.multiply.com/photos/album/70/Too_Evil_for_Heaven Sat, 1 Mar 2008 10:27:20 -0000 Classic These are by Stanley Ong. I must admit i have a soft spot in my heat for black and white portraits and by golly i like these pics. http://noisybrat.multiply.com/photos/album/69/Classic Fri, 29 Feb 2008 20:56:42 -0000 Diva in Red I love you Stanley Ong! :) Photographed by: Stan Ong <a href="http://stanongphotography.multiply.com">http://stanongphotography.multiply.com</a> Fantastic Diva Make-up By: Diana Kwong <a href="http://dianakwong.multiply.com">http://dianakwong.multiply.com</a> Shot on: Gray Area Studios Makti City. :) i still have the map :p *pics are still incomplete... :p http://noisybrat.multiply.com/photos/album/68/Diva_in_Red Fri, 29 Feb 2008 06:15:16 -0000 Almost Natural Photographed by: Stanley Ong his multiply: <a href="http://stanongphotography.multiply.com">http://stanongphotography.multiply.com</a> catch more of him on flickr! <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/stanong/">http://www.flickr.com/photos/stanong/</a> Make up by: Diana Kwong view her profile at. <a href="http://dianakwong.multiply.com">http://dianakwong.multiply.com</a> Location: gray area studios makati.:) thanks a lot guys! i really had a great time. will make kwento about this shoot next time. my brain is all fuzzy http://noisybrat.multiply.com/photos/album/64/Almost_Natural Thu, 28 Feb 2008 19:51:01 -0000 Shoot for Tide Detergent :)) Yehey! i loove it! so nice and clean, very very bright! :p thanks to everyone who was there. :) Photographed by: Stanley Ong his multiply: <a href="http://stanongphotography.multiply.com">http://stanongphotography.multiply.com</a> catch more of him on flickr! <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/stanong/">http://www.flickr.com/photos/stanong/</a> Make up by: Diana Kwong view her profile at. <a href="http://dianakwong.multiply.com">http://dianakwong.multiply.com</a> Location: gray area studios http://noisybrat.multiply.com/photos/album/63/Shoot_for_Tide_Detergent_ Thu, 28 Feb 2008 18:03:27 -0000 Happy Outfit in the Dusk hahahaha!! :) by: Paelo Pedrajas at the ware house http://noisybrat.multiply.com/photos/album/62/Happy_Outfit_in_the_Dusk Tue, 26 Feb 2008 15:42:24 -0000 survey i got it from tinaloops, here's what you get when you're a bum... TEN THIS OR THAT? 1. Love or money? Money. haha 2. Hard liquor or beer?: hard liquor. (tastes better) 3. Cats or dogs? dogs, but i like cats too. as long as they're cuddly. 4. A few best friends or many regular friends? few bestest best friends, lots of acquaintances. 5. Television or Internet? internet? and television. or i'll just go out. or read a book. f*ck it. i'm too indecisive. 6. Pepsi or coke? coke? iced tea. not nestea. 7. Wild night out or romantic night in? romantic night out. 8. Money or Happiness? both..? 9. Night or day? Night, so walang traffic. haha! 10. YM or phone? both.? TEN PREFERENCES IN A RELATIONSHIP 1. Smile or eyes: eyes. 2. Light or dark hair: dark hair. 3. Hugs or kisses: both. 4. Intelligence or attraction: both. 5. Hook-up or relationship: relationship. (which comes so often.......) 6. Trust or love?: BOTH! 7. Long distance or close?: uhm short distance.. 8. Call or text?: call!!! 9. Older or younger?: Older, i don't want to be a babysitter. 10.Looks or Personality: ... http://noisybrat.multiply.com/journal/item/19/survey_i_got_it_from_tinaloops_heres_what_you_get_when_youre_a_bum... Mon, 18 Feb 2008 17:26:19 -0000 HEDKANDI BACK TO LOVE @ A.VENUE!! yehey!!!!! super had fun! i love Samantha James!!! she's so hot!! and simple and talented! http://noisybrat.multiply.com/photos/album/59/HEDKANDI_BACK_TO_LOVE_A.VENUE Mon, 18 Feb 2008 08:30:21 -0000 Thunder Janitor It's the things i didn't do that bothers me. Like I have this belief that i could accomplish anything if i set my heart into it. Well this is what happend. I got kicked out of high school (suspended, waivered, you know i got "the talk" from the teachers), have had bad relationships, emotionally draining tasks that i never did accomplished. hmm what else? oh yeah. NOT getting entrance tests to good universities... I mean, when i flash back to my life, when exactly did it start a downward spiral? or a better question? why oh WHY did i let myself go???? Geez. Now i am so ultra bored with life. i spend weeks looking forward to weekenders (geez what happened to my brain) now i have chronic insomnia, hence this blog on 3am proves it. hmm what else oh yeah. don't mention the modelling thing i'm not even taking it seriously. *double take*  well, what did i take up seriously? I mean that attitude left me with this "Jack of all trades, Master of none" persona. like im dabbling in things tha... http://noisybrat.multiply.com/journal/item/18/Thunder_Janitor Fri, 15 Feb 2008 20:02:17 -0000 FOOD WON'T HELP MY PAIN! :)) what we did on valentines http://noisybrat.multiply.com/photos/album/58/FOOD_WONT_HELP_MY_PAIN Fri, 15 Feb 2008 14:26:06 -0000 Greenhills! nyahahaha. medyo sinipag ako magupload. http://noisybrat.multiply.com/photos/album/57/Greenhills Wed, 13 Feb 2008 19:30:08 -0000